And I am sick of catching a cold.
I am sick playing the nice guy.
In this blog world, you can't get caught up in your feelings. I learned that the hard way but thank the big man upstairs, I know better next time.
Every single day, I am helping other bloggers both aspiring and seasoned, trying to help them along. I am answering letters and doing favors. I try to watch out for my fellow blog brothas (even the ones who shade me left and right).
I don't want to sound jaded but I have gotten to the point where I don't even want to help other people anymore. I always get the crap end of the deal.
Sometimes it helps to say THANK YOU to people who try to help you. I rarely hear those words. I am a nice guy by default so it's hard for me to just wake up one day and say fuck the world, it's all about me. Not to mention life shouldn't be that way anyway.
I know you should do stuff and expect nothing in return but damn….
Of course I am just ranting right now because I am caught in my feelings but I am strongly considering making some changes with how I do things.
I got my own blogs to worry about. I could easily just shout my mouth and keep my head down.
I don't know what I want to do..
Maybe I should go to the strip club and clear my head…
Fuck this moment right now..
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