During my time in Chicago, I remember seeing fliers posted all over Boystown warning patrons about the danger of “Miss Tina” aka Crystal Meth. During those times, we always assumed meth was the “white gay man’s drug”. It wasn’t until I moved to Atlanta and ventured into the adult industry that I realize that it was our issue as well.
Adult star Jacen Zhu recently open about about his bouts with Meth and warns the mass of the dangers of the ugly nasty disgusting drug.
— Jacen Zhu (ˈzü) Sensei (@jacen_zhu) March 6, 2018
In a very candid interview with Hornet.com, he opens up about the drug use, porn and his HIV status.
What prompted those tweets about meth?
My tweets about meth stem from my addiction and recovery to the drug, which is referred to as “Tina” in queer communities. I believe that sharing my journey can help continue the path of healing for myself and potentially someone else, especially within communities of color.
Many reasons explain why black men are particularly exposed to meth. What is your opinion about it?
In my opinion, black men in particular are exposed to meth through casual sex. What happens next is extremely important, but men of color aren’t talking about their experiences. I believe men of color have a beautiful sense of pride, which is great, but could lead to a life of isolation. In my experience, being socially awkward, but extremely sexually active. I felt desired at these parties/gathering where other men used meth.
In society, men of color — especially those of darker skin tones — aren’t desirable in a world that caters to fair and/or lighter skin tones. Secondly, when men of color are desired it usually for the size of their male anatomy. I believe the culture of uninhibited sexual acts leads to primarily white men to seducing and including men of color in these “chemsex parties”. Queer black/brown communities aren’t inundated with campaigns such as #killmeth, due to lack of inclusion. This leaves the queer POC community uninformed, ill-informed and vulnerable to the dangers of meth.
I would like to add the stigma of HIV/AIDS contributes to the silence of many including myself. Being an HIV-positive individual living undetectably, I’ve struggled with the reality of my status, which led to living in isolation afraid of the unknown.
From what you’ve seen has this hit the adult film industry and the sex workers?
I’m not the first in erotic films to deal with an addiction to meth. What I can say is I’ve been a part of problem and now I want to be a part of the solution. The industry has the reputation for its connection to drugs and other problematic issues. I would like to build a bridge of freedom and acceptance, which can end the destruction of meth in the queer POC communities.