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I struggled with the idea of bringing this topic to this particular platform because I felt like I would be opening up old wounds and revisiting some very painful moments in my life.

After meditation and some reflection, I decided to take a chance and do it anyway because it can potentially save someone from having to deal with the narcissist in their life and experiencing narcissist abuse which is VERY real in this world.

My pain is your healing.

DISCLAIMER: I am not a professional I am merely sharing my own pain and experience.

Considering that I attracted most of my narc demons from the porn world and the community, in general, I thought it would be fitting to start here. Eventually I may create another blog specifically for this topic if requested.

Dealing with people, who have traits of narcissism or may be full-blown sociopaths can be detrimental to our physical, mental,and emotional health.

So why am I sharing my experiences and knowledge? Honestly, it’s because I know what dealing a narcissist can do to you and it’s something I wouldn’t dare wish on anyone. I know what it is like to go through a hard time with someone who claimed they loved and cared about you and have no one understand what it feels like. After being “discarded” by my last narc, I almost took my own life and ended up in therapy. It was apart of the reason why I got rid of my blogs and wanted to quit. Mentally I THOUGHT I was going insane. At the time I was too ashamed to share this on the blog. If you have been following me for a while you would know that it was not always peaches and cream over here.

With therapy, I discovered that I have parents and members of my family who are also narcissists. My circle of friends at the time were either clueless flying monkeys or narc heads themselves. Thankfully, my therapist happens to specialize in narcissism abuse and have been teaching me how to cope. It has not been easy but it’s been worth it.

A lot of people don’t really know or understand what it is like dealing with a narcissist. Most people think narcissism is someone who is highly conceited and all about self but it’s much deeper than that.

 

In the spiritual world, they call it “The Jezebel Spirit“.The term “narcissism” comes from the Greek myth about Narcissus , a handsome Greek youth who, according to Ovid, rejected the desperate advances of the nymph Echo. This caused Narcissus to fall in love with his own reflection in a pool of water.

In a narcissist mind, they think they are GOD, in reality, they are the devil’s offspring.

The truth is they DON’T love themselves at all which in return they DON’T love you. The narc creates a false sense of self and initially, they want you to believe that this is who they really are. It’s not until that false mask slips that you see the REAL demon that they are. By that time it might be too late.

The narcissist is incapable of expressing or possessing any real emotion. They lack empathy and prey on people who are co-dependent or empaths. The narcissist can be co-dependent as well. Empathy is the ability to understand and share another person’s feelings. It’s a heartfelt combination of “walking in another person’s shoes” and “feeling their pain.”

Narcissism is very real in this world. Some people may say that we are dealing with spiritual warfare. They are our parents, siblings, children, lovers, friends, co-workers, celebrities, “personal trainers” , our favorite porn stars, YOUR president……

Most of them you are probably following on social media at this very moment.

So how does narcissism ties into the porn world and social media?

Social media, such as Tumblr.com, have become the playground of narcissists, psychopaths, and sadists who post extreme and, at times, illegal porn and revel in the reactions to it, thus garnering vicarious narcissistic supply. Via such postings, they express their rabid misogyny by objectifying women and subjecting them to humiliating subjugation and to aggression bordering on outright violence.

Yahoo and Tumblr’s protestations to the contrary notwithstanding, some of the content is illegal and can land even an accidental viewer in hot waters. Relatively innocuous search terms such as “family”, “wife”, “sister”, or “daddy” often yield sleazy and actionable photo and video results, displayed automatically on the user’s screen and saved to his or her browser cache without any warning or consent. Tumblr is not alone in this. Twitter and Facebook, although to a lesser degree, also host porn on a massive scale.

Porn addiction ties well with the narcissist’s fantasy sex life. Social media enable and legitimize a host of sexual fetishes and paraphilias, including pedophilia. Via these platforms, the narcissist finds an eager audience and a sense of empowerment and immunity, aided and abetted by his anonymity.

To the narcissist, the Internet is an alluring and irresistible combination of playground and hunting grounds, the gathering place of numerous potential Sources of Narcissistic Supply, a world where false identities are the norm and mind games the bon ton. -Sam Vaknin

 

I don’t want to get too deep into this subject because I want to break it down in a way that you are able to understand so I will stop here. I do hope this topic can generate some conversation and potentially provide knowledge and healing.

Before I close, I want to stress that narcissism cannot be cured. The only people who can heal from narcissism are victims/survivors of narcissistic abuse.

If you are interested in sharing your own story please submit your entry here!

Stay tuned.


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